Being renewed

I started on this journey, this quest, to find some sort of Holy Grail, when in the end, all I found was pure heaven. Like all others, I had believed that I could magically find 'it' in another person, particularly a strong man, and in that person would find me complete. Just like my friends have said as well. I believed I could find 'it' in my looks, in my talent, in my job or in my family. No, 'it' cannot be found in anyone or anything, but it can be found all around you. Every single moment you breath air it is about you, for God made it about you and His Son. The relationship with a Christ Conscious wakes you up harder than any church service, any preacher or any cleric can give you.

I wish I could tell you that being renewed is a simple thing and that even being Christ like Conscious is simple, that would be a lie. It is not. I would warn people to not take the red pill, but once you 'see' you cannot 'unsee' because for me even going outside to meet the sun is an exploration of Salvation and Renewal. I take that back, I would still take the red pill. Because, even a conversation can make me become more enlightened with introspection and relearning what I learned becomes a habit, one that I plan on repeating until I get it right. Introspection and enlightenment should be given more freely, instead of a work load. The real work lies inside the mind and the body, not this material world.